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I love myself too much to allow others to treat me like shit.

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I ran in the oval last night and I hope that this officially starts my training for my 10k run in December. I didnt time myself though. Next time i will.

When I got home, my housemates asked me how far I ran. I said 6 laps. They were genuinely surprised saying they wouldnt last as long. I told them that was only 2.5 km, barely what i needed to accomplish.  Awws and aahhs. My teammates in dragonboat would not be as impressed, though, but a nice feeling nonetheless. 

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It’s like playing musical chairs. I moved yet again, but not offices. Just my seat. It’s my nth so I really have no feeling of ownership anymore.  The funny thing is, I would have loved this seat a year and a half back, and hated it a year back.  I’d say this is my version of reassuring myself that Ive healed, because now I can sit anywhere and still be okay.

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Achieving balance is my mantra this week.  So far so good.  Let’s see, I am thinking how to fuel just 1 more side and I should  be very much ok. Life is good.

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I dont know what makes you tick, what makes you hurt, what pleases or excites you. I dont know you, aside from the superficial. So if Ive hurt you, Im sorry. I apologize for me being me. And hopefully you will forgive me. Kse gusto na kita makilala. Para mangyari yun, you have to let me in.

Pasensya talaga.

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If I’ve given up on you, does it mean it was never love to begin with?

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I realized that there are people who never ceases to amaze me; and at the same time, there are those who continue to dismay me.

The challenge is to know the difference.

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One weekend a guy friend and I were in the mall, when a Singaporean Chinese girl walked in front of us. He laughed when he realized we were both checking her out.  I told him I was admiring her legs, wishing they were mine. He was kind enough to tell me, konti lang lamang nya.

(Flattered syempre, kaso may dagdag…)

Paputiin, pahabain at pakinisin mo lang legs mo parang ganun na din!

*face-palm!*

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I moved house (if you havent heard). And with the moves comes the advances, deposits, agents fees and other moving expenses. That was the start of the month. Now Im quite close to broke. Well, ok not broke. But im budgeting big time just not to mess up my financial plans. Yup i have one. 

Anyway, it is no wonder that im looking forward to ka-ching day.  Which is coming very close. I hope this sacrifice is worth it, and that this is a temporary setback to financial blessings that will come.

Abundance is the key.

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In the middle of a stressful day, all you need to do, is take a deep breath.  Inhale positive energy, exhale all the stress, negativity and worries. Inhale goodness and peace, exhale all anxieties.

Breathe, relax. Stay grounded.

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10 ka na sa katawan. Sana nga lang tumigil na ko dun. Eh nagtanung pa ko kse, kaya -5 na sa isang aspekto at -10,000 sa isa pa.

Sayang. Pantasya na lang, sira pa.

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I thank mr mindset because this day is turning out to be a great day. Here are three beautiful things.

1. Officially moving back to our head office. As i was packing my things, i asked who will be transferring my computer. As luck would have it, our IT felt that it was too much of a hassle to carry my computer back so assigned me to a new computer instead. And an upgrade it is! Added plus of giving me creative suite package at last!

2. Famished in the middle of the afternoon, my colleague came up to me with IKEA hotdog pasalubong. Yum!

3. Capping the day with drinks with friends in celebration of life lived well.

Oh. And have i mentioned that it feels good to blog again?

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